Posted tagged ‘Tigger’

November Third Is Coming Up

October 22, 2011

November third is coming up! How can it be almost two years since that dreadful, life destroying morning when Andrew breached Bobst’s non-existent security, and leapt to his death from the tenth floor of that wretched library? That cold, eery, spooky, hungry library! “If there were no witnesses, how do you know that my son [...]

A Birthday Present From Andrew

March 17, 2011

My birthday was… a bit of this and a bit of that really. Not too rotten, not brilliant either, but it ended better than it started. And that is ALWAYS a good thing. The real present however, came yesterday. Why not on my actual birthday you may ask? I asked myself that question too. And [...]

Christmas Morning

December 25, 2010

I didn’t sleep well last night, several times I woke up. Now the day, this day is finally here. It is Christmas. The sky is overcast, the sun is not completely hidden by the clouds nor is it shining gloriously, either. I am like the sun, pulled towards clouds of sadness, and a pool of [...]

Tree Is Up

December 23, 2010

Press Release (for the benefit of Kukunaokala) As of last night, December 22, 2010, 8ft tall Balsam Fir Christmas Tree is up, and decorated Last bit of shopping will be done this morning End of current bulletin (Picture to follow) Esmeralda ps Florentina and Robert did most of the decorating, after a few minutes it [...]

The Second Christmas

December 16, 2010

I have to get my act together and do something about Christmas. Thing is I don’t know where to start. I thought that this being the second Christmas without Andrew it might be easier… dream on… My Darling, Darling, Darling Tigger I miss you so much Mummy

Past & Present – A Constant Yo-Yo

November 24, 2010

The day before Thanksgiving is a busy day. I’ve done most of the shopping, and, to be honest I had fun doing it with my friend Elizabeth, yesterday. Being with her, laughing as we do when we are together, helped me not think about the fact that this would already be our second Thanksgiving without [...]

As Handsome In Death As He Had Been In Life

November 7, 2010

Today a year ago, was the last time we saw Andrew. Ever. Lying in his casket, his face intact, he looked as handsome in death as he had in life. In his casket, Andrew looked like a Fallen Knight of old. The line of people who had come to see him was never-ending. For the [...]

Andrew Edward Kirkley Williamson-Noble

November 3, 2010

Andrew is dead! I am as shell-shocked this morning as I was this time a year ago, when I got the news. I have been up and down all night. Shivering in my nightdress, I sat in the dark, in the kitchen, at four o’clock this morning. “This is the time. Will there be anybody [...]

An Anniversary To Remember

November 1, 2010

Did I mention that Florentina flew in from Rome on Saturday? Early on in September, she decided that she did not want to be in Rome by herself on the first anniversary of Andrew’s death, neither did she want not to be with us, as Hugh and I celebrated 25 years of being lawfully married, [...]

Your Loving Dizzy

October 17, 2010

I don’t like clutter. I like my space to be clean, tidy and peaceful. That applies to my computer too. Before Andrew died, for instance, I used to regularly delete emails after reading them, unless, of course, I had a reason for keeping them. Thus, to my lasting sorrow, I don’t have many emails from [...]


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